Tuesday - Change in the game

Tuesday was day two -- but when the head Doctor calls you on your cell phone - it ain't with good news.
At the end of the day - electrocardiogram, mouth x-ray, saw infectious disease docs who changed some scripts and then a lumbar puncture (that was the rough one)was all over...just walked out of the hospital from the spinal tap...the phone rings and it is DR. Yasenchek....ough-ooo what now?
Yep. bad news. seems the PET Scan (Scruffy's favorite, remember?) and ct scan both show the cancer is not all gone...tumors are not all shrunk down enough to do a BMT. What now? We don't know. Have appointment to see Doc Yas at 2:30 to get the new game-plan.
Bummer. But...who knows....is this good news or bad news? What does this mean? Why? What? and When now will the BMT happen...or will it happen at all? Anyones guess.
We are trying to stay positive but this really sucks. Not sure if we will stay here for more chemo or go home for more chemo. Wait and see, wait and see, wait and see. Patience! A virtue? A curse or a blessing? All I know is that my stomach is churning and I don't know what to say to Dave. We just cuddled and didn't talk much.

So...new game...same quarterback.